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[09 Oct 2006|01:01pm] |
So I haven't updated in a million years.
I love life right now because I've realized who I love.
When I say love I mean friends and more.
Ross came home this weekend and I missed him so much.
I love him so much. He's my best friend. I'm really glad I finally told him I'm in love with him. He still has to write me a letter back.
But we're such close friends. As long as I have him in my life I'll be okay and that's all I need to know right now.
So Ross, thank you. You've made it okay to be who I am and I love you for it.
As for all the other bullshit, bring it on. I can conquer anything.
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[19 Aug 2006|02:37pm] |
Hey, I haven't updated in quite a while.
A few things have happened. I've gotten into a better work schedule and as a result I have a LITTLE more money. I'm buying my friend's sidekick II for $150 next week when I have the money. I can't waittt.
Some stuff: Joseph texted me like last week saying hi and sorry about not talking to me sooner, he was really busy. Because basically I hadn't talked to him in 2 months bc with his gf being INSANE, I can't text joe unless he texts me. So basically I wait. But yeah anyway it was nice to talk to him, and then two days later we spoke again, and it was AMAZING. It was exactly how it used to be between us - him calling me cute and stuff like that. I knew he still liked me/cared about me. At this point I don't even care about his gf bc she's such a freak. I asked Joe if it was bad that I kinda wanna kiss him, and he said "no because I was gonna ask you the same thing a little while ago." It made me smile. I just wanna hang out with him. Whatever, school is coming and even though we're not in any classes together, we do have lunch together 2nd semester and I just can't wait to see him.=]
Band camp is next week for marching band. 8am-3pm which is an hour earlier than last yr. ewwww. Oh well i can't WAIT to see all my friends. Except chris bc he is STILL trying to get me to hook up with him even though he has a gf. Why are all the boys with girlfriends drawn to me, WTF. Oh well, i'll just avoid him, i don't care anymore.
Also! I'm like hardcore cleaning my room and I've gotten rid of 5 bags of clothes among other things. It's wonderful =]. We went to IKEA the other day to look at furniture and I found stuff i LOVED so hopefully I'll be getting it before school. Also I'm painting my room this green color it's so prettyyyyy.
I can't WAIT for school to start. If i could, I would go there right now and just wait. god i'm such a dorkkk! I haven't even started my summer reading, but yesterday I started to reread the 6th harry potter book and i'm halfway through. it's marvelous once again.
annnd other bullshit that i don't feel like talking about.
kaybye =]
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[31 Jul 2006|01:32pm] |
I'm at work rightnow. Not at Scoozi, I'm in Congers at my dad's shop doing computer stuff. It's so boring but whatever, he's barely here so it's not like he's looking over my shoulder the entire time. Hence the reason I'm able to update right now.
Nothing has really happened. I'm facing the reality of having absolutely no money and I must say it sucks. To all of you who have parents who pay for your gas - I hate you. Just kidding, but yeah, you're VERY lucky because now, with everywhere I go, I have to keep in mind if I have enough cash to get myself home if I run out of gas. Blah I don't think my gas gauge needle has seen above the half tank mark since I first got the car.
My routine everyday is to wake up around 8:30, drive all the way to Monsey to go to the gym, then drive all the way to Congers to where I work for my dad, then home. Like it's ridiculous how much gas just that daily routine takes. It sucks because it's such a drawback to working out at the gym, but if you've met me in person, you know I need to work out and get in shape. This is my senior year - I want it to be amazing. I'm thinking that maybe when school starts I'll go to World Gym instead, because at least that's closer than Monsey. I have early dismissal as of now, for the 1st semester so I can just go right after school and still make it back for drama and stuff. So if you go to World - is it good? Because I love Lifeplex, but I'll switch if I have to. I also need to put away like $50 a week for my car payment. It sucks I haven't worked in like 2 weeks and I'm not working this week either at Scoozi so that's a LOT of money I'm missing out on. I might work on Saturday though, so I can get SOME money.
Agh I hate money. Maybe I'll go into prostitution - just kidding.
I CAN'T WAIT FOR SCHOOL!! No, really I'm so excited for band camp and then school. I can feel it - this is gonna be the best year ever, I just hope I get into Penn State because if I don't idk what I'll do.
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[19 Jul 2006|08:29am] |
so here's my first post as a non-friends-only journal.
I hate the summer. I hate not being busy and not being in school. Don't get me wrong, school sucks a lot sometimes, too, but I went from being SO busy during the school year (which is how I like it) to doing pretty much nothing. I mean, I'm working for my dad now, and I still work at scoozi, and I do driver's ed and go to the gym, but that only takes up so much of the day. Ever since I got my car, I just hate being home. I guess because I CAN go places now, that's all I want to do, I hate that. Like I'll get home from being out and then after 5 minutes I'm bored out of my mind.
Last summer I stencilied like crazy, and this year I've been making bracelets. Friendship bracelets from embroidery floss, and beaded bracelets. I love it and it's fun. But that only takes up so much time. I'm at work right now and it's really hot. I hate the heat and I hate sweating. ugh.
I'm finally getting to hango ut with Steven today, I'm so excited! I haven't seen him since finals and I miss that boy. Also, Ross, my best friend and my other half is ocming home from college tomorrow!! And we're gonna go to lunch on friday in nyack. He'll finally get to see my car and I'm gonna buy him lunch for his birthday. I love him and I miss him so much even though we talk on the phone or online pretty much everyday. I'm expecting a letter from him today, actually. Yay.
Oh and I drove all the way to Warwick the other day all by myself!! And only managed to get lost like 10 times on the way home. But it was fun; I wish I lived there.
Okay, maybe I should actually do some WORK now. Hmmm. I'll write more later.
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[14 Jul 2006|11:26am] |
This journal is officially public again.
I'd rather keep it friends only, but I'm linking it as my blog to my new homepage, so people won't be able to read it unless they're lj members, which most of them aren't.
So yayyyy everyone can read and comment now.
And I promise I'll try to update regularly.
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[20 Mar 2006|09:55pm] |
Dear Everyone,
Promote here, only.
♥Meg
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[20 Mar 2006|07:30pm] |
[friends only.]
add me first
then comment here with:
1.name/age
2.how you know me
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